“How do we forgive ourselves for all of the things we did not become?”
— "14 Lines from Love Letters or Suicide Notes" by David ‘Doc’ Luben





do i have a crush on you or am i just lonely

do i like you or do i like that you like me

do I like you or do I like the idea of you

do i want to be in a relationship or do i just want to prove that i’m worthy of one

“I think about you. But I don’t say it anymore.”
— Marguerite Duras, Hiroshima, Mon Amour (1959)
“All I want to do is see my fucking bones.”
— how sick is that?